Monday, January 26, 2009

Which way is up again?

I am lost. Love forsakes you. Friends are ephemeral. I'm trying to find myself but all I've done is lost my own hope. I don't believe in a benevolent God, but the strength of the human self and the inherent stability within. Right now though, I doubt myself so much I could get hurt.

I am actively suicidal. I am going through a very rough time right now. I am trying to make love exist in an uncaring world throguh sheer force of will. Pain is love, and I am in a great deal of pain.

Someone help me?

----------------
Now playing: Shiny Toy Guns - Money For That
via FoxyTunes

1 comment:

Raelifin said...

I want to help you.
I really do.

I can't fix you though.
I can listen, but that's all I really can do.

I mean, if I say you should drop out of school, go on a road trip, read philosophy books and watch old movies across the mid-west, it's not like you'll listen to me.

I don't know what to do.

All I know how to do is listen, but my ear is ready when you are.